Decisions, decisions…
A lot of people asked me why I wanted to become a model so it’s time for me to answer these kind of questions.
When I was a teenager, my family couldn’t afford to support me financially in this industry but I am independent now so after years of procrastinating my dreams I decided to give myself a chance to improve myself and do my best to build myself a career.
The main reason was, after a hard broke up I didn’t have any self-esteem or self-confidence so I had to stand up from the floor and try something what was scared me and made me happy. During my travel on Southend-on Sea, I realized the first step is to find my joy, happiness in the small things and build myself again: my positive thinking, my own power, my beauty and everything what makes me believe that I will be fine.
So I paid my Makeover Photo-shoot online, I lost a lots of weight in the meantime and I was ready to show myself to the world. On my session the photographer encouraged me to enter to the modeling industry because he saw a potential candidate and he was impressed that this was my first time in front of the camera. I was surprised and happy as well because I’ve never felt that I would be free, grateful and full of self-love and confident under my session.
These kind of joyful moments gave me the courage to decide next to the film and modeling industry.